Saturday, November 27, 2010

Wala talagang perpektong tao

Kahit ang pinakamamahal mo, ang inaakala  mong pinakamagaling at tinitingala mo. At kapag dumating na nga yung panahon na mayroon siyang gagawin na hindi kanais nais, hindi mo naman magawang magalit. A part of you is hurting but another part is trying to understand why. In the end, it will be you against your values.

Dagdagan ko na lang next time.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

A Jester’s Emotional Sagacity



by Jeffrey Deyto 
Friday, March 02, 2007 

White as a cloud
Never imagined the light I have found
I never knew it just when I turned around
I saw a face that plays a beautiful sound

In a world so cold
You stood before me and reached my hand to hold
Time had passed me by but I don’t mind
As long as you are with me and say you’ll be mine

You’ll never realize the joy you bring to me
You wake me up from my fantasy
You are my only reality
You’ll never knew how much you mean to me

Joyful voices that I never hear
Are singing with me every time you are near
A melancholy of the things I have done
You sing a rhapsody that I’ve never sung

For I’m just a clown
But you don’t let me down
You raised me up and said, “at least I have tried”
In every time I fall when I try to fly

I wish that you would feel the same
I wish that I could win this game
I’m ready to wait for sometime or even a lifetime
And I’ll be grateful to die if love is a crime

Moonbeam



by Jeffrey Deyto
Friday, March 02, 2007

http://66.220.11.194/visit/viewpoetry.asp?AuthorID=52392&id=183704 )

Moonbeam bursts into the twilight
Our day have passed and here comes the night
I love it when my shadow comes alive
Darkness of my thoughts where my consciousness dives

Under the moonbeam sky, where my home lies
Are my dreams and promises, and so my lies
Alone I cry and people did not take a damn
The one who understands truly is the MAN

Sometimes, I’ve said unto thee
That my shadow could be the real me
‘Cause he used to sit beside me and dream,
Under the moonbeam sky where we won’t scream

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Synecdoche- New York

I didn't understand this one the way I did with the definition of its title. I've tried googling and consulting wiki for the word, and I've asked someone who've already saw the film (he didn't help, though).


Caden (Philip Seymour Hoffman) ambitioned to create a stage play on how people deal with the fact that they'll all die, be it their (unconscious) denial of this fact, their ways of executions, even to the simple routines that contribute to one's acceptance or non- acceptance of this fact. However, it was not long before this project that Caden discovered a lot of serious ailments. His wife who was an artist left him taking their daughter to Berlin. He then went through a lot of discoveries. He was too busy catching up with his numerous affairs that he has lost his sense of time and find it very difficult finding a reason to continue with his life.




Essentially, we're also part of the play that Caden's creating. We play the role of a dead person; striving fellows; we share the same misery and joy with others (perhaps, in different forms). Wherever we are, whatever we're doing, the movie didn't revolve round the concept of putting up this show about life. Its a wake up call for everyone to know that we all have roles to play. I maybe the writer now and you are the reader, but one day, sooner or later, everyone will trade places.


Cue: "Die"